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NeedI feel no pain,  No emotion....  I sit and cut with a dull blade....  No blood,  No sorrow.  I feel hallow and empty.  All real emotions have been torn from me....  Was I never ment to be?  Was I never ment to feel?  Three simple words sound so lifeless...  Some times I wish I was....  I want to feel needed...  I need to feel like a human,  Not a pet...  Dose any one care?  Dose any one understand?  I dont think so...  I feel no comfert.  Nothing...  Will I find my place in this world?  Or in the next?  I dont know....  If I dissappea Need
in Open on 7/9/07
The ReaperAs I sit in the shadows,  My heart achs.  I feel as if I am a horrable burden,  I'm so useless here.  I close my eyes in hopes of makeing it all go away.  Why cant it stop?  The darkness feels so comferting right now.  I want to scream and cry!  I hide and no one comes to find me.  Have I done wrong?  Have I hurt some one?  I'm so confused?!  I feel lost....  I want to bleed,  
I want pain.  I want to know what I did wrong!  Some one please..  Please tell me!  I beg you....  Or should I welcome him?  Yes maybe I should.....  Every one woul The Reaper
in Open on 7/9/07
My soulI feel my self being torn apart.  Drowning in my sea of lonelyness,  Tourched and tormented for all to see.  Pleased and happy is something rare.  This is something I never feel....  I once know a feeling so warm and soothing,  That I am now loseing who I am.  Trapped in shadows and suffering,  
Silently I wach myself fade away.  Never agin shall feel this way.  I will find away.  Break thease chains and free thy self,  Yet forever your survent of shadows I am.  I bow down to your hand,  
Torn in tatered I lay here beside you.  Used and abused do I feel.  So cold My soul
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Konnichi wa!!

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 10, 2007, 6:37 PM
Konnichi wa every one!! Yay I'm back, well kinda hehe. Sorry to every one that I havent spoken to or what ever in so long! I have been going through a lot lately and well I hope it get's better. I know my spelling sucks!!! Any ways, some people have read my writtings and told me my spelling is really bad but hey give me credit! I try! hehe yeah I'm going to be 20 on Aug. 3 this year or in a few weeks so ya!!!! I might be getting my own place soon and be getting my own computer with some decent internet adn yeah.. Any ways I must be really annoying but I wanted to thank four of my really close friends for being here for me through out all the BS I have been going through this past year and stuff. THank you guys sooo much, you dont know how much that means to me. If I can I'm going to try and get a hold of two of you to come out for my party if I get to throw one, lol! Weeeeeeeeee!!! I have actualy slept and I am really hyper and stuff so yay! That and well I'm back with all of my family and friends adn well Mississippi is a nice place to visit, but other tan that it was boreing... hehe. For thoughse that didnt know I had moved there after a break up with my ex and well things whent all toppisy turby and stuff and I came back, but other than that all I wanted to say was I love you all!!!!

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  • Listening to: What ever is on my happy flash drie.
  • Reading: What ever I feel like!
  • Watching: The computer screen duh!
  • Playing: ....I dont know if I should say it.. lol xbox
  • Eating: Nothing I just ate...
  • Drinking: MoutainDew, dude do the Dew

Devious Information

  • Current Age: Im 19 Woot!!
  • Current Residence: Some where in Tennesse
  • Interests: Drawing, reading a good book. Playing DMC collectors boxset. Umm and Playing WoW, Warcraft 3
  • Favourite movie: Not sure....
  • Favourite band or musician: What ever I want it to be
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything that fits with my mood I guess
  • Favourite artist: Boris, Amy Brown, Jullie Bell and every one on DA!!!
  • Favourite poet or writer: WEll what ever I can get a hold of really.
  • Favourite photographer: Hehe, he knows who it is. I'm stealing your DOG!!!!
  • Favourite style of art: My pencil!!!! All mine!!! Muwahahahaha!!!!!!
  • Operating System: Ummm what!?
  • MP3 player of choice: Now how do I get this thing to work? Oh it wasnt suppose to go into the blinder?
  • Shell of choice: My body, mind and Spirit
  • Wallpaper of choice: What ever entertaines me heh
  • Skin of choice: Not sure, it changes to quickly to tell...
  • Favourite game: ....I cant say for sure but it has to have a lot of T and A!!!
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2, and X Box and X box 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Hmmmm... Not sure.. I dont watch cartoons as much any more.
  • Personal Quote: "Okay life sucks monkey balls!!!"
  • Tools of the Trade: I dont know if I should tell you... hehe

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~Forgottindream:iconForgottindream: Sep 6, 2007, 7:27:40 PM
fuck you, I hope you die!

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~Higure-san:iconHigure-san: Aug 9, 2007, 8:31:18 AM
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SeNd ThIs To AlL ThE FrIeNdZ ThAt U lUv....N iF ThEy DoNt SeNd It BaCk To U.....ThEiR NoT tRuE FrIeNdZ....
1 person - you are lonely
2 people - you have a couple friends, but not many
3 people - you have a few friends...
4 people - you have some friends...
5 people - you have several friends!
6 people - you have many friends!
7 people - you are SOOOO loved!
8 people - everyone loves you

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You, think? You don't look capable of it! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *snort*
~Higure-san:iconHigure-san: Aug 8, 2007, 10:47:15 AM
Thanx for all the favs!! :glomp:

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You, think? You don't look capable of it! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *snort*
~Tasky:iconTasky: Aug 7, 2007, 10:19:34 PM
;) You're more then welcome Faythe, I hope you had a great day.. :rose:
~Forgottindream:iconForgottindream: Aug 6, 2007, 8:14:28 AM
Hehe, thanks!

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I sometime sit and think what would life be like if no one else was near.. If I was alone.. Well I know.. Freee candy and pizza!!!! Weeeee!!!
~Forgottindream:iconForgottindream: Aug 6, 2007, 8:14:02 AM
hehe keep up the good work

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I sometime sit and think what would life be like if no one else was near.. If I was alone.. Well I know.. Freee candy and pizza!!!! Weeeee!!!
~Forgottindream:iconForgottindream: Aug 6, 2007, 8:13:46 AM
No problem

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Happy Birthday! :w00t:
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*megoomba:iconmegoomba: Aug 1, 2007, 12:51:08 PM
Thanks so much for the +fav!!

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- Megzie -

Music Geek

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*megoomba:iconmegoomba: Jul 27, 2007, 12:31:49 PM
Thanks so much for the +favs!!

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Music Geek

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~Forgottindream:iconForgottindream: Jul 20, 2007, 2:43:54 PM
Hey no problem and keep up the really good work!!

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I sometime sit and think what would life be like if no one else was near.. If I was alone.. Well I know.. Freee candy and pizza!!!! Weeeee!!!
*banuandaru:iconbanuandaru: Jul 14, 2007, 6:21:45 PM
Hello, thanks for the multi-favs you gave me ^^!

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If I hate siggies, why do I have to make one?
~Forgottindream:iconForgottindream: Jul 14, 2007, 6:00:33 AM
lol I know what you meant. heh

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I sometime sit and think what would life be like if no one else was near.. If I was alone.. Well I know.. Freee candy and pizza!!!! Weeeee!!!
~Tasky:iconTasky: Jul 13, 2007, 4:04:08 PM
:blush: I meant Thanks!
~Tasky:iconTasky: Jul 13, 2007, 4:03:32 PM Mood: Happy
:omg: Than you so very much for all the :+fav:s Faythe!!
~Forgottindream:iconForgottindream: Jul 12, 2007, 8:13:30 AM
It 's true.

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I sometime sit and think what would life be like if no one else was near.. If I was alone.. Well I know.. Freee candy and pizza!!!! Weeeee!!!
~Forgottindream:iconForgottindream: Jul 12, 2007, 8:12:00 AM Mood: Joy
No problem.

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I sometime sit and think what would life be like if no one else was near.. If I was alone.. Well I know.. Freee candy and pizza!!!! Weeeee!!!
*Demonraine:iconDemonraine: Jul 11, 2007, 9:49:33 AM
hehe

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~Northwolf89:iconNorthwolf89: Jul 11, 2007, 12:07:05 AM
thanks for the favs ^^

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~Forgottindream:iconForgottindream: Jul 10, 2007, 8:09:13 AM
You know I do!!!

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I sometime sit and think what would life be like if no one else was near.. If I was alone.. Well I know.. Freee candy and pizza!!!! Weeeee!!!
*Demonraine:iconDemonraine: Jul 9, 2007, 11:14:15 PM
Thank you for all the +favs. Glad someone enjoys them. ^_^

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~Forgottindream:iconForgottindream: Jul 9, 2007, 10:06:07 PM
Hehe! :glomp:

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I sometime sit and think what would life be like if no one else was near.. If I was alone.. Well I know.. Freee candy and pizza!!!! Weeeee!!!
~Forgottindream:iconForgottindream: Jul 9, 2007, 10:05:41 PM
No problem!

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I sometime sit and think what would life be like if no one else was near.. If I was alone.. Well I know.. Freee candy and pizza!!!! Weeeee!!!
*Usoji:iconUsoji: Jul 9, 2007, 9:46:49 PM
thanks for the fave. <3

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:threaten: you think this is a threat? have a taste of my whip-- what is this, nerds rope...?? .___. Eheheh, anyone want some? Yum... Lol.
Hey, you know, some ice cream soup would be good with this. <3 What? Nuu, my ice cream soup is ruined!!
*Labyrinthine-Mind:iconLabyrinthine-Mind: Jul 9, 2007, 9:41:35 PM
Thanks for all the +favs :)
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